Just a minute ago ..

• A sunrise or A sunset ? You decide. 

Life is always full of surprises & disappointment . 

Life is simply unpredictable . 

Surprises. 

Accepting a fact is easy-peasy, living with the fact is happy timing . 

Happy timing means enjoying . Enjoying means emotionally happy . 

Disappointment.

 Accepting a fact is not very easy , living with the fact takes time to understand .

Understanding is hurting ,  hurting means emotionally breakdown , emotionally breakdown means life . 

No matter what is happening , I just have to say " Its my life . " 

Sometimes, people just dun wan to grow up that early .. But we just cant help it . I am actually very envy of people who is still childish. Becos I hope to just have a mindset of 17yearold. Just 17.

How fortunate am I ? I always forced myself to think about this question. So that I will stop blaming . 

Today something so upset happened that I teared, abit .

Its like someone ripped my heart open & then rub salt on it , burn it in fire. 

Or simply squeezing my heart dry . 

 Few weeks ago , I just asked God , Why am I Mandy Lim , Why am I this Mandy that been through so many things, Why am I this Mandy that doesnt own a mind of 17 . Why cant i live like any other 17 . & of cos , Why am I in this Lim family ? 

Now i figured it out , nope, its no use of knowing all these anymore. Becos I am still this Mandy Lim . I am still from this family . * Heart ripped out, againz * 

Yes, I had ever wonder that other's may be living in a much worse condition . But dear Lord , everyone want the best . 

*Ding * I just received a msg . Its a chain msg, a joke one . Yes, I smiled at it . 

It did came at the right timing . 

Glad :D

Ok lah, fine lah . I dun wan to talk about it anymore . Becos no use feeling sad about it anymore . 

Regards. 

XOXO