1 more step, I am able to be happier..
Everyone says its easy .. But its never to me . Cos everyone is not me, not me ...
Never to forget, there's a saying, 1 step in front may be 3 step backwards.
Mandy Lim , 勇敢的向前去, 天塌下来 就当被来盖。
( Mandy Lim, be brave move forward, even if the sky falls take it as a blanket )
( Mandy Lim, be brave move forward, even if the sky falls take it as a blanket )
Still , I know I wont do it ...
Sometimes I ask myself, why ? why do i always take a second look at people ..
Why do i even feel sad for them, why do i even care about them ..
( passerby, acquaintance, or anyone. )
( passerby, acquaintance, or anyone. )
It just hurts so much , though it doesnt concern me, so much so that I felt so helpless thinking about it ...
How do i measure life ? Measure happiness ?
I dun know.
I think i gave my life a 75/100. Happiness ? I still cant measure, cos i noe i have more happiness then sadness, but i would rather give up some of my happiness to change for my small little imperfect sadness that is with me . But everything happened for a reason, i know , i believe...
But staring at someone who has 99/100 for his life, a small percentage of defects, still he leads a better life . Happiness wise, he may have a higher percentage of sadness than happiness but it's all manageable .
We are all given different type of challenge in life .
No matter what it is, everyone can manage it .
Lord will never leave us totally helpless, he would open the nest door / window .
I always compare the type of challenge i had to others ... normally compare myself to the ones who has lighter challenge :/
It may seems lighter and easier for me, but to them it's the hardest things they ever face.
So ... that means I have a stronger heart, a stronger mindset ..
It seems good to you huh ?! But to me , im easily tired with it .
Tired with my own strong mind ...
Regards.
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