Determine..

How can I keep myself determine about something ?

I just cant kick off that habit .. I cant set my mind on something for a long period. 

It always wonder off ... 

I couldnt keep myself determined . 

Guess that's me ... 

There's so many things deep down i reminiscing how things were last year .. 

So much so that, Im hating how life is now  I like how life is now ... I just miss the good old times .. 

You know I once asked myself if you were toy-ing me ? 

I didnt speak a word of you to anyone, cos you're special ..

(even if someone is asking about it now, i will just keep myself shut.)

Everyone that's close to me is special.

Now you stand a million feets away from me ... 

I had already started to blur out your motion in life, until you reappear AGAIN. 

I dun even know who you are now ... You're pissing me off. ( I mean.. not really pissing though. ) 

As usual, If you're going to ask me about this, I will not say ah .

Dont bother tryinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.  

Lately, someone pissed me off big-time. But he doesnt know it . 

He's just so ... SLOW. OMG. I almost kill-ed myself with the mug on my study-table. 

Okayokay, I feel mean bitching about him here... He's a nice guy, after all . 

I just cant stand anyone that's slowing my paceeeeeeeeeeeee.  

I-am-a-slacker, imagine he's slower. DIE.

Regards.

XOXO